Oblivion...

I still remember, while I was reading The Fault in Our Stars, Augustus said that he feared oblivion.
I didn't really understand what he meant. But now, miraculously, I do.
I can relate with that. I fear oblivion more than death, as it sucks the living soul out of you. It's  like you're alive but feel that you have no reason to live.
What's worse, is that, "betrayal" never comes from your enemies.
Its the loved ones who leave you shattered, just because they get bored of you. You lose faith in humanity.You stop trusting people.
But you probably still love this person, more than ever. You'd forgive. Really easily.
But why would they ask for an apology? They've taken you for granted. Used you. Broken your heart.
And now they just act as if you don't exist?
Do they realise that? Maybe not.
There's adrenaline rushing all through your body, and you have no control over it.
You want to just sit in a corner, and weep all day.
Later, you realise the person's worth. Not a penny.
You've stopped caring. You get over it.
Now, they're just somebody you used to know.
But are you the same person as before?
I think not.

Facebook?

"OH! I have a notification! Let's see who sent me a message...."
"Damn, her picture got 25 likes more than mine... I should have posted a better picture!"
"I know she's online, She's just trying to avoid me."
"Oh, He's at Hotel Madison? I totally care."
"Her status was about me. What a b--ch! She just doesn't have the guts to talk straight to me." *Plans a conspiracy to kill this b--ch*
"Oh he liked my picture! I must tell him we're just friends though..."
"God, My mom shouldn't have tagged me in this childhood pic of mine... What will my friends think of me now?"
"Nice. The school year's over, and she tagged even the juniors but not me."
*uploads ALS ice bucket challenge video*
*sends risky message*
*accepts random friend request*
Basically.
If social media is so full of shit, why are we so addicted to it? I wonder why.
Okay, I gotta go. Haven't logged on to facebook for 2 days. I would have got millions of notifications by now.....

PERIODS!

Periods are really painful.. If you're a girl, I guess you would know.

I still remember the day when I first got to know about them...

I was a little girl, about 9 years old. I was really really chubby. (fat people get it earlier!)

My mom called me and she said that she wanted to tell me something really important. I was really scared.... I thought she found the test paper I had been hiding for a week. But it was totally different.

She first asked me if I knew what periods are, which I didn't. Then she gave me a huge explanation about them. It sounded dreadful back then. It turns out, things are actually worse than I had imagined.

Apart from the pain felt, we have mood swings. I feel like hugging someone but the next moment I'd rather kick their ass. Then we have other problems-

Being hungry all the time. 

"Mom, I'm hungry!"

"But you just ate 10 minutes ago!"

Being too lazy to get any work done.

Wanting to stay at home all day.

Worrying about stains which affects confidence.

Buying period supplies at stores is EMBARRASSING.

Not being able to swim.

CRAMPS!

Not being able to wear light clothes.

Hurting people unintentionally.

Being pissed off half the time.

"WHY DID ONLY GIRLS HAVE TO GET THEIR PERIODS?"

Like seriously. Why, God? WHY?